Hello Comunity and Civitai Staff,
first of all I thank you for taking your time to take a look at this article and as well I hope you having some patians with me as English is not my first language so there can be errors in spelling and grammar. with that out the way lets get into my Confusion.
I joined CivitAi around end of 2023 there where many Creators i looked up to and i took inspiration in there work i edited there Prompts a bit and posted the images while giving the orginal creator credit and linking to the post i tryed editing. the Creators didnt mind to much and i gained some likes and followers by doing so. after a bit I got messaged by Maxfield who told me to buy Membership. at that time i had no way to buy membership as all payment methodes at that time requiered an Creditcard (what i do not own and will never own i earn my money i dont borrow from sus institudes that tell me how i can or canot spend MY cash) after i declined that offer the Blue Buzz where introduced shoortly after limiting my ability to donate to the creators i enjoyed seeing do more stuff... I researched how i could gain the good yellow stuff so i looked for Characteres that havent resived Loras and i started using the blue dirt for Lora creations and when i got lucky and someonde did use my loras i got some buzz i could donate back. for some reason with every Lora I posted it seemed my visability got less and less so i made images with my own loras and posted them to get said visibility back but what ever i did seemed to not be effective maybe the stuff i made had no audience or had been supressed. It took a toll on my joy in creating more stuff and sharing said stuff with yall. then the change happend where blue buzz couldnt be used for "NSFW" stuff ... it appeared to me very random what the site takes for nsfw furhter reducing my joy... now im out of breath and lost all joy in making or posting. with no aktiv followers and my twindling joy i now ask directly should i try and stay a bid longer or is it best to go back into the shadows from where I came?
what is it that lets you stay on here?
what could a small and seemingly unwanted creator offer you for you to give a little feedback?
how yall dealing with does changes?
I have some blue buzz left enough to make a few more Loras are there any wishes before i go?
Thanks again for reading thoughts on the matter and im looking forward to see your thoughts on this painfully over conversed topic but i feelt the need to vent a bit.
Hope you are having a great day and my the ai bless you with good images that dont need much inpainting for you to get the results you are aiming for :)