Is this thing still on?
Sorry, it's time to vent.
Seems I finally realized what makes me feel so empty: it's about validation.
I went from "not caring what others think about and doing my own things" to "please tell me".
This seeped deep in a way that makes me feel like there's nothing worth doing by myself as nobody would care for what I think or what I do.
At the same time I don't want to make people around me upset about what's in my mind, so I just don't talk much in the end.
Even like this bridges keep burning.
I don't know what to do, really.