Dear diary today is 10 january 2026, yesterday fate/destiny/whateverthefuck decided to put a literal 4chan FEMALE troll on my path. I wish I was kidding but sadly truth is the only thing I speak. A literal QT 9/10 was put in the same was room was me, spewing the same shit I used to spew on 4chan, agreeing to the same useless garbage only I care about. But fate giveth fate taketh, she is another one of these pseudo-virgins, pseudo-christian, pseudo-freethinker aka grifter (meet 3 now).

Another indoctrination induced 'christian' girl whose feelings are not of hers but by proxy.

Also yesterday was the day I understood I gave all hope as I didn't show sympathy for a fellow human in anyway knowing she has a disease without cure (lies) and I simply didn't care.

I told in her face 'nothing you will say I will remember', and I wish it was not true, because I don't, my life is a blur, everything is a blur.

I don't need to meet these women, I don't want to meet these women, yet they come to my fucking house, disturb the little peace I have.

From this day on until I find peace I will only wish ill on others, my tongue will remain forked and my gossips will increase until my pain end so.